::mAsE yG pEndEk iNi...::

Betul owg ckp...

mse tue,pendek jerk!!

jap je...

kte semakin tua...

semakin matang...

semakin tau byk perkara...

semakin byk mengenali manusia...

semakin belajar tuk memahami owg lain...

semakin bahagia...

semakin terluka...

semakin sihat...

semakin sakit...

wateva pon yg jdi,

kte ttp kena lalui'y...

kte x boleh nk duk kt 1 mse je...

tnpa b'ganjak ke mne2 pon...

btul x????

skrg nie,

pe yg ak rse

mse tue pendek sgt?????
psl hubungan...

yg kte nme kn...

"FRIENDSHIP"

mmg mula'y....

ak susah nk close dgn sume owg...

tuk senang dgn sume owg...

byk suka duka...

pahit manis...

mcm2 ragam manusia yg ak kenal..

tpi,xpe je...

sume tue lar...

moments yg ak x leh lupa

yg myb akn wt ak ketawa

even bad moments yg ak igt...

"Nobody's Perfect, rite????"

Tuk mem2 sume...

especially bebudak

"Behind da Scene"...

ak cyg kowg

if kdg2 ak agk kasar dgn kowg...

x kira...pe pon yg dh jadi...

sume tue jadiknlh sbg kenangan kte sme2...

so sowi...

if there're smthn

yg ak wat kowg sume terasa...

so sowi...

igtlh kenangan kte sume k???? ='I

::Hati niE...sEnsitiF sGt LaR...::

Lame x bebel pe2 pn kt cni..

Juz rajin jenguk blog mem jerk!

So, ak xde plan nk bebel lebey2 pon..

Juz nk stori cket psl ati ak nie...

Tah lar...ak rse,

Ak nie sensitif sgt kot..

Byk yg ak terasa dgn owg keliling ak..

Ak sendiri pon x tau..

Tpi,ak terasa bersebab..

Bkn saje suke2 pk bkn2..

Ak dh try tgk..perhati lok2..

Ak tau,pe yg ak terasa nie..

Terbukti!!!!

Ak sendiri pon x suke dgn prsn nie..

Ak lgi sonok cam dulo2..

Epi..Ketawa..Kutuk owg len..

Tpi,nmpk'y cam dh x leh..

Friendship nie dh x cam dulo..

Myb,coz friendship nie x sekuat friendship yg sedia terbina..

Xpe lar..ak patut phm mne letak'y friendship nie...

Ak pon,x mau beban & paksa owg len tuk still berkawan dgn kite..

Die ada hak tuk pilih dgn sape die nk close..

Ak xde hak tue..

Ak terasa gak dgn someone yg ak plg syg..

Tah lar...kdg2,ak t'pk gak..

Nie pilihan ak yg t'baek ke???

Ak x menyesal, juz ak takut...

Takut klu pe yg ak dh korbankn..

Ak dh try phm die..gve n tke dgn die..

Ak takut, xde pe2 pulangan yg baek tuk ak..

Mmg ak angankn nk bina 1 impian yg indah dgn die..

Tpi,makin lame...ak makin x sure..

Ssh lar ati nie....

Sensitif sgt kn??????

::pEnAt biLe kEnA hidUp dGn pUrA-pUrA::

Lame...sesgt ak tak update blog ak..

bkn xde mse jz tak tau nk stori pe..

mmg de byk cite yg tak terluah pd sape2..

tpi xpe..

yg penting,

ak stil de diri ak..

yg stil akn phm ak

& tak kn penah tgglkn ak..

juz sometime..

ak letih sgt2..

tak larat nk pura2 epi dpn sume owg..

ak tau,

TUHAN takkan bg dugaan yg kite tak mmpu nk hadapi..

tpi,kekadang tue..

ak kecewa sesgt!!!!

tak leh ke bg je ak bahagia..

tak ckup lgi ke ujian yg sedia ak tanggung dh nie..

ak dh byk ilang

perkara2..benda2..owg2...yg ak plg syg glew2...!!!

so pliz...

bg ak bahagia,

kali nie jerk!!!

Ya Tuhan...

tolong hamba-MU yg lemah ni..

ak dh tak mampu buat family ak terlalu berharap

especially, my mum..

pliz...

bg lar jln jodoh nie de tuk kami...

walaupun ak tau,

semacam, mustahil sesgt!!!

ak hnya de KAU tempat tuk ak bergantung harap..

Hanya ENGKAU..

::Apa Yg diRaSa..::

Berapa ramai manusia yg kecewa,

Dgn apa yg mereka rasa..

Berapa ramai manusia yg terpinggir,

Dgn apa yg mereka rasa..

Berapa ramai manusia yg derita,

Dgn apa yg mereka rasa..

Berapa ramai manusia yg ketawa,

Dgn apa yg mereka rasa..

Berapa ramai manusia yg menangis,

Dgn apa yg mereka rasa..

Hanya dgn apa yg dirasa,

Si anak kehilangan pelindungnya..

Teman tak lagi di bahu..

Cinta tak tahu apa manisnya..

Hati, mata & jejari itu,

Semakin terluka..

Krn manusia mudah lupa,

Dgn apa yg dijanjikan..

Dgn apa yg dituturkan..

Dgn apa yg dilakukan..

Tetapi manusia tak pernah lupa,

Dgn apa yg dirasa,

Melalui apa yg org lain berinya rasa..

>>tEntaNg hAti..<<

Dah lame ak tak bg peluang ati ni bercerita..

meluahkan apa yg die rse..

ak biarkan diri ak push die tuk rse kesakitan tue..

Sian kt ati ak ni..

Sowi..

Malam nie,

ak spend a lil' time dgn ati ak..

ak ikat diri ak supaya tak push die lagi..

Ati mengeluh pd ak..

Meluahkn perasaan die..

Die kte,

Semakin ari, semakin tinggi rse kecewa tue..

Semakin ari, semakin byk darah yg kuar dr luka tue..

Semakin ari, semakin ilang kepercayaan pd jodoh tue..

Semakin ari, semakin pudar warna yg ada..

Entah lar..

Die tak pnah mintak tuk ditemukan...

Die tak pnah mintak tuk rasa tersisih..

Die tak pnah mintak tuk dilayan cmnie..

Klu sume'y juz tuk disakiti,

tuk rasa terhina..

Ya Tuhan..

Ak pohon sgt2 pd KAU..

ak tak mintak kebahagiaan lain lagi..

Ak juz mintak,

Org2 yg selalu berada di cc ak..

Time ak kecik2 lagi..

Time ak selalu main pasir...becak...

Time ak panjat pagar cz ak nk kuar umah..

Time ak kunci mak dlm umah..

Ak jz nk dorg nie..

Berada kt cc ak..

Yg lain2, ak redha tuk ilang...

Tolong Ya Allah...

Jgn tarik dorg dr ak...

Jgn buatkn dorg lupa erti kasih syg antra ktrg..

Biarkn die jauh dr ak..

Klu die juz buatkn ak xde erti pe2..

Berikan ak kekuatan yg sebenar...

Sbb ak dh penat berpura-pura bahagia...

::7 tHiNgs dAt I....::

>> 7 tHiNgs <<

..bY miLey CyrUs..

I probably shouldn’t say this

But at times I get scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we’ve shared
It was awesome but we lost it

It’s not possible for me not to care

Now we’re standing in the rain

But nothin’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you...

[Chorus] The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)

You’re vein, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you...

It’s awkward and it’s silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

And when you mean it,

I’ll believe itIf you text it,

I’ll delete it

Let’s be clear

Oh I’m not coming back

You’re taking 7 steps here

[Chorus] The 7 things I hate about you

You’re vein, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you
And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s

And when we kiss,

I’m hypnotized

You make me laugh,

you make me cry

But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we’re intertwined everything’s alright

I want to beWith the one I know

And the 7 things I like the most that you do

You make me love you

You do (oh)

::Ari niE..aRi UjaN..::

Ri ni...ujan lebat sgt2...
Tak henti2...
dh stop, then ujan blik..
Myb, musim tengkujuh kn???
Myb gak..TUHAN nk bg pluang
pd hidupan yg perlukan air...
Cam kite ni, xpe lar..
Nk minum, leh masak..leh beli..
Sometimes, kte akn bising ble cuaca panas...
Kte tak tahan dgn kepanasan tue..
Kte marah sbb panas sgt..
Tpi sedar tak kite????Time ujan jerk...
Kte tbe2 epi...suke sgt2 cz x panas dh...
Tpi, bile ujan tu kerap datang...
Kte mule bising2 balik...
Sejuk lar...Npe asyik ujan je lar...

Baju sidai kt luar tak kering lar..

Kte jdi manusia, tak pnah bersyukur kn???

Alwez nak pe yg kte nak...

On da spot leh dpt..

Ble kte x nak..kte nak bnde tu cpt2 blah...

Cam ujan...Cam panas....

Kte sume same jerk...

Aku...korg...sume pnah alami situasi nie..

So, kte pk lar..

Kte yg x ckup sempurna nie,

patut terima pe2 je yg TUHAN bg...

coz sume tue...BERSEBAB..

So..jadikn lar bnde nie tuk renungan kte same2...

ok????
Have a nice rain!!!! (('',,))